and i thought last year was bad enough.
i miss you all...
pitter-patter @ 9/10/2009 11:09:00 PM
isn't it unfair when others practise so much, and someone can just learn everything in a few mins, yet do it so much nicely?
so zai. its been more than a year and i'm nowhere near there. sigh
and i'm such a fangirl hehe. ooo he remembers!! lalala~ happy day =)its been more than a year and i'm nowhere near there. sigh
pitter-patter @ 8/26/2009 10:16:00 PM
happiest day since school started so far. =Dokays it started out pretty sucky. had a realllly bad stomachache during 3211 (or is it 3220? i always forget my mod codes) lecture today. it was nearing the end of the lecture and i thought it will end anytime soon coz he's done with the slides so i tolerated. but it droned on and on and by the time its over i'm as white as a sheet. being really sick these few days. fever, food poisoning, flu, cough, the works. and i thought i had recovered but apparently not.anyway, the good thing which came out from my recent bout of sickness is that i have no appetite and lost alittle weight. happy ok. coz my friend told me that. with DR coming up soon, its good to look good besides the other hot blastards haha.okays so up till now the whole post deviates from the opening statement. i'm just very happy being a little fangirl at the moment, so pardon me. this post dun make sense. none of my recent blog posts does anywayi'm in Big Bang Heaven ~lalala~ floats away
pitter-patter @ 8/19/2009 02:30:00 AM
hi, its been awhile.
many things have happened after my last update. rag dance, hall bash, meet-ups, school starting, mostly happy things. i sort of lose interest in blogging, which explains the long absence. but i always return to blog when i have no one to talk to, when i'm feeling down. so yea. here i am again.
my plans have been screwed up twice. i thought i had it all sorted out, so it came as quite a shock that night. its okay. i got it all sorted out, and prepared myself for the new sem. and then again, another shock today. finally, i'm getting tired of all this. and numbed too.
i know some friends have been secretly thinking that i'm a coward. that i'm wasting time and money. i dun blame them for thinking that way. i felt the same way about myself too. can there ever be someone more immatured and cowardly than me? i just can't make myself face reality. condemning it before i ever started.
i think
i'm ridiculous.
0.0001% of a chance i guess.
no one to talk to =(
pitter-patter @ 8/14/2009 10:30:00 PM
sometimes, when you accept things, letting go is easier than it seems.i couldn't have asked for better friends =)
pitter-patter @ 8/06/2009 01:39:00 AM
bored =(there's a lack of updates recently coz i have not been doing anything special. time has been spent on a small number of outings, and mostly in hall for rag dance now. saturday's the show, and we are busy preparing for it now. but this also means that i have to be in hall often (like now) even though we practised at night. missing my home already haha. maybe its coz i'm getting older, but i have grown more attached to my home this holidays. i used to enjoy going out almost everyday during the hols, but all i want now is to sleep till the afternoon, eat a good lunch, laze around and watch tv. sounds like retirement haha.and its so warm in hall. killer weather.
pitter-patter @ 8/03/2009 03:42:00 PM
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